Sometimes I understand
Everything about you,
Who you are,
Where you are coming from,
What lies hidden within.
Sometimes I look in your eyes,
Deeply knowing,
I hear your song.
Straight to my heart
The melody begins.
Sometimes I wonder,
I shake my head
In disbelief,
Lost in muddied waters
At what I fail to see.
Sometimes searching through pools
Clouded by errant thoughts,
Caught in spirals of gloom,
Chasing your mind,
While you flee.
Sometimes I do not know
Anything about you
At all.
Nothing transmits,
Error codes find fault.
Sometimes I want to give up
Lie down,
Forget,
Begin again,
Revert to position default.
Sometimes you shut yourself
Away from me,
Leave a bank of unknowing
Nothing credited,
Deposited, withdrawn.
Sometimes I fail
In all efforts to reach,
To breach the divide.
Sometimes there’s nothing,
Save forlorn.
Sometimes all hope
Descends into abyss,
No bliss,
Nothing computes,
We’re lost.
Sometimes a ray shines
Faintly,
Partial illumination
Protects, averts,
No need to count the cost.
Sometimes we go on
In the face of all.
LOVE LOVE! Especially the stanza – bank of unknowing – brill my lovely. x
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Thanks Jen. I’m glad you loved it. Bit of a strange place I’m in this weekend. Mulling lots of things over. I suppose we all have ones we don’t always ‘get’. Really pleased you enjoyed it.x
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you are welcome darling.
Yes – we all have been there..mull but hopefully in a good way not a bad. Anything you want to mull over with me…I’m here. I did 🙂 x
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Good to know it, Jen Thanks. x
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🙂 x
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yes, and on we go until we complete the circle again knowing and loving completely.
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It’s the only way. ;)x
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