fixed me with formaldehyde
embalmed me
incremental death by poison
slow
skewered brain, removed my heart
entrapped me
in jars and boxes, buried me
down low
fixed me with formaldehyde
till sterile
an empty vessel dressed
in finest wood
placed canopics
where I couldn’t find them
and bled me dry to live
in zombiehood
unearthed
void of form and feeling
peeling
losing bits along the way
morselled as a minion to the mighty
undertakers raped my soul each day
dismembered me and muted
with their needles
threaded lips till tongue-tied
did their best
weighed me
watched me
found me
waxen, wanting
dismissed me then
and put my corpse to rest
but
I rose again
and gathered all the boxes
found the jars
replaced my bits inside
unstitched my lips
and shouted
from the heavens
not fucking dead yet
mouth is open wide
formaldehyde yourself
embalm your essence
fix your flag to fortune if you must
I’ll tear your towers down
like lego pieces
rebuild it with a world
that’s fixed by just
fragments of the pieces of the portions
of the bits you tore away
and tried to hide
I’m watching you, you foxes
while you scavenge
my corpse is here to be
your nightmare bride