It’s strange the way life seems to go,
Those deserving get no show
Of all the things that make life grand
A touch, a taste, the hold of hand
To mask the loneliness within.
Relieve the aching want.
Life is such a bitch at times
She really is, (don’t know what rhymes)
But, rest assured, I’ll hammer doors,
I’ll kick them in on all the floors
You have that love.
There is no other one I know
Quite so deserving so I’ll go
To where He waits to answer pleas,
I’ll get down on my bended knees.
You will know love.
I trust in God, I have no fear,
He asks sometimes for curse and swear.
He’s cool with that, I know this too,
He created all, so nothing new
To He that holds all answers
To our prayers.
My selfishness has known no end
A truly jealous awful friend
Who sought to keep
All I saw deep.
Not mine to own
But fear not you, I guarantee,
I shout for all who’re close to me
And all others who have need.
I’m bad, at times, but not to feed
From others hurt or misery.
That really is not me.
Watch this space. You hear? I say.
Not many days from hence, I pray,
A love will come and in her grasp
She’ll hold the future you will clasp.
This loss for me.
But greater than my selfish need, desire
Is happiness for you. I aspire
To turn your cause into my own
To make your house a loving home.
I know the way.
You see, my faith is quite perturbed
When others think that I’m disturbed
Believing what I know to be
In trust and reckless honesty
And vows and wishes.
I see the way.
My gentle friend with heart of gold
Always in my heart I’ll hold
A place for one who is unique
Who loves and wants but cannot speak
That he would wish.
I’ll wish for you. I’m great at this.
I send to you my fondest kiss
And all the prayers that I can muster
Gathered in a bouquet, cluster
Now go to rest, your life is mine
While you renew the trials of time.
Awake anew, I don’t know when
But life, for you, begins again.
I promise you.